I have trust issues.
If a person can’t keep their word, I find it hard to put my faith in them. So it’s hard for people to gain my trust but easy to lose it.
I get it. People make mistakes. We’re human after all. But I’m awful at forgiving others. For my own sake, I should.
I hate when people lie to my face or make a promise and break it. Then again, I’m a hypocrite. I wouldn’t want anyone to betray or backstab me, especially someone I trust.
As I get older, the circle of individuals I trust gets smaller and smaller. Which is fine with me honestly. It saves a lot of time.
I’m not an easy person to impress. I can’t even impress myself. It’s a blessing and a curse, let me tell you. I also get disappointed easily because I hold high expectations. Some days, I hold myself to a standard that drives me insane.
We can’t pick family, but at least we can pick friends.
I love fictional characters because they’ll never not be there for you. Maybe one day I’ll find a real human being I trust completely.
In short, I trust like two people.