Sometimes I feel uninspired to create.
I’ve been wondering whether I want to write and blog every day in 2019. Even though I enjoy both, it’s hard work.
I want to be excited about the creative process again. I’m not giving up. Right now, I just need a new start.
At first, I felt like I had to create every day. Nowadays, I still feel a bit beholden to my past self.
I’m in a bit of a rut. I know I should make some changes, but that’s easier said than done.
Going forward, I will try not to be so hard on myself. As much as I love creating, I also love doing other things.
I know I’ll regret what I didn’t do more than what I did. I owe it to myself to live my life. Even if that means I don’t blog every day or write as much as before.
In many ways, I’m still trying to figure out my place in this world. As a blogger. As a writer. As a human being.
Herminia Chow 
Ah! Living your life worried about what you might one day regret is driving forward with your eyes fixed on the rearview mirror. You miss seeing everything ahead. This is your shot. Have fun! Warts and all. 🙂 The blogs will come. But have fun!
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Well said. Thank you for the reminder. You’re right. I’ll try my best.
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I’m totally not the boss of you! Lol! But I saw you on Tumblr, and it just struck me that you can take a vacation from even writing (my current profession) without flogging yourself! 🙂 I hope you have fun. Lots of it!
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Haha, that’s true. I’m too hard on myself. Thanks again. Wishing you all the best!
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Totally fair. I got in spurts as well. Some days are just hard and I feel like that’s when you should just take a day off and start fresh the following day.
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Right? I’ve been better at taking breaks or days off. But I’m still so stubborn sometimes.
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