Every so often, I feel like I’m not smart enough. Imposter syndrome hits me so hard.
In my first year at university, I expected to be average. I anticipated feeling stupid because I thought everyone would be smarter.
Now in fourth year, I can’t help but think everything will be over my head, beyond my capabilities. I tend to underestimate myself. That’s just who I am.
Even though I worry, I try to channel my anxieties into productivity. Easier said than done, I know.
I don’t know what this semester or the next one will bring, but present me wants future me to remember that I’m smarter than I think.
Don’t worry about what other people are doing or what they aren’t doing.
I have good ideas. Stop shooting all of them down.
As of now, I’m happy with my courses. I’m excited to finish strong.
I’m not a fraud or an imposter. I’m just a student doing my best. I want to improve. I need to learn and grow.
I’ll try to take risks and not regret anything, rather than playing it safe only to wonder what if.
I’ve done well in years past, so there’s no reason why I can’t succeed again.