I’m writing this before I go back to school, but by the time I edit and publish it, I’ll probably have survived my first day. Or not. I don’t know. Even though I want to predict the future sometimes, I can’t. Ever.
While the first class is an easy one in some ways, I’ve never felt great in the days leading up to it. Nervousness and excitement don’t mix well for me. I’m just a ball of stress in the mornings.
Fortunately, university hasn’t been as horrible as high school.
I think I’ve experienced enough first days to know I’ll get through another one without the world crashing down on me.
I’m going into my third year of university. Been there, done that. Twice. So I’m not as nervous or terrified. I think I’m more excited than scared at this point. I just want to make this year the best one yet. At least better than last because second year is not one I want to relive. Thankfully, I don’t have to.
(Now I only have one more first day to go. That’s insane. I can’t wrap my head around it.)
I’m wondering if I was more worried about my first day of work. Technically, first days. I think not. There’s something scarier about school, I guess.
To all the students who have gone back, I hope you had a great one. To all those yet to go back, I wish you the very best. If you already graduated, congrats on making it through.
I don’t really know what else to say, except that I’m looking forward to seeing what this year has in store. I have no idea what to expect, so I’m not expecting much.
I know it won’t be easy. But challenge makes life interesting.
I’ll write about my trials and tribulations, so you can laugh at me as I wallow in my misery.
I like to think whatever happens, happens for a reason. I can’t control everything, but I can control myself.
Over the course of this semester, I will do my best to look after my health (physical and mental). That’s important to me. And my happiness too, of course.
Here’s to an amazing year. May you achieve all your goals, academic or otherwise. I hope 2017-2018 is everything you hoped for and more.